Return to Home-base

Finally, after 40 days of mind-relaxing runaway-trip, I set my foot back in Medan. The trip was a pleasant one, so were the people I met along. Thanks for everything, guys : D

10 days in Jakarta, and 30 days in Batam was a great relieve for me. Even though that wisemen says that "running away from a problem doesn't solve it" doesn't mean that a temporary retrieve means a flaw. In my experience, stepping out from the conflict zone and make myself ready to break the iceburg, sure is working effectively. Hahaha.. Look at me right now, laughing out loud.

Err.. I want to apologize for not be able to see you (Lin), while I was in Jakarta. Seriously, I don't have the chance. I'll make it up with you next time ;)

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It hurts like ...

Don't know how to describe my feelings right now.

Things got really mixed-up right now for me. Feelings' issue. My past relationship eventually become something that I must avoid. Every day I tried to make things got worse (I found it amusing, to turn something into it's uneasy state). Since I don't want things to got better (pretty simple reason, huh).

It sucks to know that bad things were actually happened, back then. Just when I was thinking that things were great!

That problem was the past, and since I always try to tell myself not to regret the past. I don't think that that line above is a good sentence to be written down. But since it's actually a delayed-confession, so it's actually a feeling I have in the present (which means, I am allowed to write it down .. LOL). Still, I feel like I'm the foolish one .. and I don't like being in that state because of one was doing it on purpose.

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I'm motivated

Right now, I'm just about to laugh at myself.. How ironic, that I lost my determination back then. Not for something that can be considered as an obstacle, or any of that sort-of thing. But just because one hell of "coziness", shot, how can that thing happened.


Thanks that someone waken me up, just a few days ago. I was really brought back to my senses. I can't say that I was being scolded .. no-no-no, it was more like an echo of my own deep-down-heart's voice, being spoken out-and-loud (through a telephone line) :: LOL.

I can see clearly now, the rain has gone ;)

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